Random Thoughts of Tram

As a human being, we will definitely have some kind of feeling for fellow human being.  This cannot be stopped as this is against nature to stop human being have feelings for other human being. I have suffered a lot because of this feelings. There are a lot of true persons whom I have missed due to the feelings that I had on loved ones who never even considered me as a person. This suffering has started during the college days and it is continuing till now. It is very difficult to express our feelings on the person whom we love and it is equally difficult to the understand the feelings of the person who love us. We might not like them initially, but when we get loneliness, we might think about them and might be longing for them, they might be at a untouchable distance. It is hard for us to swallow this. Atleast, if the person considered as our loved one, stayed away from us, it is understandable to stay away from them. But, if they never understand us and meant to hurt us by s...

                  I always have the habit of writing whatever that comes to my mind. Even my preparation of the exams requires a lot of writing. Writing the lessons learnt ensures that I am thorough enough of the topics that I had learnt. This habit was developed from my gene and my parents gave me this idea during my schooling. Even after reaching college and company, I am unable to leave the writing habit. I always like to write something or the other. This writing has some expectations of gaining some popularity and appreciation of others, hope that will be got in the near future.                   Pen or Pencil is the important tool for writing. Till our third class, we used to make use of pencil for writing. It was during the 4th standard, I developed the habit of writing everything with the help of pen. At the initial stages, my handwriting in pen was not so good. It was even very difficul...

                       Some times good intentions might end up in bad results. here is one of my personal life experiences that ended in trouble for others. I usually like to help others,even if they are my enemy. But, I would be sure whether I am sure of the help needed by others. If the help is financial, it will take a lot of If's and but's as conditions and then might end up on one side. But I am always ready to do the non monetary help to all. Providing seats to elderly people or physically challenged people is one among them. A lot can be told, helping friends in doubts. Providing blood donation to unknown people, Collecting  funds to donate to orphanage or old-age homes are some of the small helps I am doing and I will continue to do in future.                      There are a lot of people, who might just need a guidance to go to a place. This incident happe...

                                Do ghost exists?  If we think it’s true. then it will come closer and become visible to our eyes. Let me tell a story which has happened in my life and moreover it’s a real life experience for me. I am going to explain how I tackled that situation. Once me and my friends went to a tour to ooty. we all took a room nearby a graveyard. There was a watchman who told us to close the doors during nights because of paranormal activities. We simple did not turn up to it. It was around 1pm at night.                                 As I and my friend felt asleep we went out and enjoyed the cool breeze. That time I notice a white figured young girl passing through our room. I told my friend. He refused to listen to me as they usually do. The very next day I told to watchman regarding this inci...

                                 One of my close friends in Mysore. I am not lucky enough to spend lot of years with her. But, the most of unofficial timing was spent with her. I got to know her when she was in bench and I just got into project. The first meeting was done, when we went to Mysore Zoo. That was the initial formation of the gang. The friends I had got separated one by one by that time. This gang was newly formed and stayed till my last day in Mysore. But, after I left slowly some people started to isolate but still the strength of the gang remains the same. Core members are still in the gang. So, coming to our chingu, she is definitely a special person.                                  She has the extraordinary talent of arts and crafts work, which may be their family gene, as her brother did model swor...

                                  This is one of the interesting happenings in my personal life. My mom wanted me to learn cycling after sending me to my grand mother's house. But, I was interested a lot in playing cricket than learning cycling. My cousins might force me to make me learn cycling. There was a concept called as Hour cycle. There will be some cycle in the shops and we need to pay some money as advance and we need to take them and return it back. based on the number of hours we use, we need to pay accordingly. So, after a long advise from my cousins, I would agree to take that cycle for rental.                                   Someone will bring it to our street. They dont want to risk with me as our street was dead and most of the time, no big vehicles will come. They would be holding me and would ask ...

                                This is another important incident that happened in my life and the host would be none other than dogs. Dogs are the best pet animals to grow as they are so much trustworthy to us. But, I never grew any dog. I was afraid of dogs from my childhood. But, My parents told me one thing to remember, dogs won't do anything to us, until we get scared of them. If we look scared then they might think as thieves and try to attack us. But, we should not allow such an incident to happen. We must feel confident while moving across the path in which they are present.                                  The dogs present in our street doesn't attack us as they know our smell and realize that we belong to this area. One of my area guys was growing a dog. It was a German Shepard. All the guys who used to play wi...

                           During the early childhood days, I would always be expecting the vacations like quarterly, half yearly and annual holidays. This is majorly to spend time with my cousins. That much wonderful days I used to have with them. I always had a good rapport with them and their parents. We used to enjoy our childhood in that manner. They usually have the habit of getting up a bit late in the morning at around 8 or 8.30 am. But, the illness that I have would never allow me to sleep after 6am. On very rare occasions, I used to sleep after 6am. i would be bored and try to watch TV programs, no channel provides my favorite shows or songs or comedies that early.                           The villain inside me awakens, and wants to disturb their sleep, simply to go and play cricket in their terrace. No one like to wake up early. But due to...

                                           There are a lot of people in this world who might have the same name. Instead of saying same name, we can name similar name, either the first name, middle name or last name. As far as the part of name that belongs to a certain person. The person whose name I remember that traveled with me so long is "Karthick". There are certain persons who still travel with me from my childhood, that is not being considered here. In each stage of my life, there is definitely different persons I meet. Among the different persons, I meet in each stage of my life, There will be a person who will be definitely have the name karthick.                                             An astrological factor says that, I have the sun sign of Lord Muruga....

                        This is one of the personal posts about myself and one of my gangs. Usually, I used to be a part of many gangs, at least a count of single digit may be. This post is just about the brief specialty of our gang. The gang was named lovelies. as the name suggests there are a lot of lovely people who are members of this gang. We can get another meaning why the gang was called as lovelies, the term lovelies can be again spit up as love and lies, the gang members have a lot of love or affection on other members of the gang. I am a formal member of this gang for the past three years.                         If I am not wrong i joined the gang three years before on the same date. The gang was founded was my cousin and his girlfriend. He just wanted to create a whats-app group for all his close and dear ones. of course I am one among his dear ones. The...

                                  There are many people whom we envy in our life, but they need not necessarily be our friend. This post is about a friend whom I envy and I will try to provide justification for doing the same. He was the first friend to whose home, I have been to. In fact to hide my loneliness I have been with them to his home and spent a lot of time with him. I always had a good name to his parents and his family members. His flatmates and friends also became close and friendly with me. Such is his nature. He easily influences people and become their friends. This is the major reason to envy on him.                                   I also like to be friendly with all. But, I dont influence people that easily. It will take at-least few days to become friend with all. Especially, when it comes to gir...

                                       It is a always a proud moment to earn money for the work we do. This is about the feeling of mine after earning my first salary. I was employed during the month of may in the year 2014 and i was a trainee that time and I have not earned anything before except for one or two cash awards. The day came which was the last working day of that month. Early morning as soon as opened the phone, the first message, i saw was the credit of salary in my account. It was some 12k odd and I was happy that I got my first salary.                                      I went to god and thanked him for giving me this salary and job. though, i did not like the job. This job gave me the courage to be independent and take decisions on my own. I felt that i was financially secu...

                                        This post is dedicated to my friend, who thought me many things in my childhood. I loved the moment I spent with him. I used to share everything with him and never felt negative when I was with him. But, after completing schooling the gap between us started to widen and almost we have zero contact with each other now. But, still once in a while we used to speak with each other. I just wanted to share few moments that we relished together and dedicate this post for his birthday which is on April 11th.                                         Though we both studied in same school from early childhood, we never knew each other till 6th standard. We both had a common liking for cricket. our P.T master used to call people for cricket coaching and we both...

                                      I hate being called studious, I mostly won't bother about getting the best scores in exams. I always want to get scores which makes me satisfied, I always wanted to be above average. I used to study with some interest, but there was one problem with me. I blindly study without knowing the reason for studying something. From schooling , then college and everywhere, i am not able to come out of the tag called studious guy. I don't want to get failed in any of the exams. The reason being that, I don't have guts to face my parents, teachers and fellow students after getting failed in a particular examination.                                      The second reason is being lazy to attempt the same exam next time. Third reason is being demotivated by failures. From ...

                                  This is one of the important and most enjoyable incidents that happened in my life. It was a hectic week in office and everyone needed a bad break. There was a sudden plan to go to wonder la. There were a few known people, and few got introduced few days before, it was a wonderful opportunity to mingle with them. the plan was to get ready early in the morning and reach to that place which is near by Bangalore. From their a taxi or auto-rickshaw needed to reach the spot of wonder la. Though it was tiresome, i felt restless on my part, may be excitement or sleeplessness can't be defined properly.                                   I got good sleep early in the morning, but my friends somehow managed to wake me up. I was having a doubt whether everyone would assemble getting up early in ...

                                Sports always refreshes us and brings some energy to us. There is nothing about winning or losing in a sport. It is just about participating and mental strength to prepare ourselves for the challenges to face. I am neither an athlete nor a sportsperson but still I like to participate in sports to know my individual competence and the team spirit I have in me. Here, I am going to share another real life Incident that happened last year. I don't remember the date, usually it is pretty hard to remember the good things than the bad incidents that happened. Anyhow, I would like to share that incident in the way that I remember.                                 The company that I worked organised the marathon event for a good cause and it is just between those worked in that company. There were four ev...

                                  This is an episode from my personal life. Not sure whether people would like it. But,still I would share it. Six years ago, on the same date 19-03-2011, I was in love with a girl, but she was not. It was just a one sided love. I faced rejection from a girl for the first time in my life, a few days ago. Actually, I did not know about her. Fell in love with her believing her to be innocent and nice character and not because of the so called external appearance or fairness. But, that was her personal decision to reject me. I can never influence her decision.                                   I have never had any proposal to girls previously. So, I was unable to bear the pain. I decided to show my true love to her. But, before that I asked her, is she already committed. I was ready to le...

                              A difficult phase in a person's life is the teen age, where the person to undergo transition from a child to an adult. If a girl has attained that age, there will be a function held and announcements would be made that, there is a girl who is eligible for marriage. This custom mainly happens in villages and some parts in the city. But, here we are going to have a look at the life cycle of a boy turning into a man and not to that of a girl. The time a boy becomes man, he might be given the freedom and need to be guard for the women in his family. He might have to bring sister from tuition or mom from the bus stop and so on.                              The initial indication of this phase is given by the break in his voice, the boyish voice gets converted into male voice. The initial phase of their mustache ...

                                     This is just a personal opinion about the buddies and friendship which i have come across. There is not much bonding with most of the people for me. As i preferred to be alone most of the time. But in certain cases i would like to have someone nearby. When I prefer to have someone with me, I would be left alone. When I preferred to be alone, there would be lot of them coming behind me. None of the friends continued after a certain period of time. It is possible only with the few lucky guys.                                       In most of the cases, when someone was close to me and think me as good friend, I might not realize their worth. I would realize them only when they have almost left me. And in many cases, I would like to be friend of someone, but have b...