As a human being, we will definitely have some kind of feeling for fellow human being. This cannot be stopped as this is against nature to stop human being have feelings for other human being. I have suffered a lot because of this feelings. There are a lot of true persons whom I have missed due to the feelings that I had on loved ones who never even considered me as a person. This suffering has started during the college days and it is continuing till now. It is very difficult to express our feelings on the person whom we love and it is equally difficult to the understand the feelings of the person who love us.
We might not like them initially, but when we get loneliness, we might think about them and might be longing for them, they might be at a untouchable distance. It is hard for us to swallow this. Atleast, if the person considered as our loved one, stayed away from us, it is understandable to stay away from them. But, if they never understand us and meant to hurt us by some means, it is very much difficult to bare. There were only two scenarios that happened in my life, longing for the person who doesn't even bother about me and missing out the persons who were true to me.
Even though, I was able to realise this, I am unable to implement them. I definitely never had ego clashes with other persons, but something is preventing me from disturbing others. There are many people around me, who got introduced to me through different mediums and they are ofcourse, my loved ones but unfortunately I am not even able to spend time with them. this might be due to the unlucky nature of mine. I can bare getting hurted by someone who never bothers about me, provided the persons who loves me stays with me for long.
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